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I’m pretty unhappy right now.

I’ve been trying the ‘fake-it’til-you-make-it’ approach. Some days, it work, most days it doesn’t. Now is one of those days when I really want it to work. 

It’s so hard getting back to myself. Like the me that I’m trying to find is gone with everything that went out the door. 

How do I do this? How do I find my way out? How do I get happy again? 

Nothing seems to work. One minute, I’m okay and the next I’m not. 

Things still doesn’t make sense. I know I have to move forward now but my heart is so stubborn it keeps looking back. 

He’s gone and so am I.

Ha. Telling you that I am lost would be an understatement.

Where. Do. I. Go. From. Here.

Blue Sky

I was walking home last night. The air was just right- not humid, and not chilly either. My earphones started playing ‘Draw Me Close to You’, a song I have loved for a long time. And it all just felt right. 

Like He has drawn me closer. Like I was in this embrace of a God I dearly missed. 

I started quietly singing along, not minding what anyone passing me by would think. And I looked up. There were cotton wisps of clouds passing by, but the stars were visible and the night sky its beautiful, velvety blue. 

And at that moment, my heart felt His love rush in. And all I could do was silently whisper, “Thank you, God.”

Thank you. :’)

Note

It’s always nice to receive little notes or messages for you. 

I’m developing this new habit of leaving little notes for people. The first note I left was for the waiter who was very nice and made me feel so special. The second one was for a friend. We were out having tea and I decided to write a random note in our receipt for her. The message was short, but my friend actually teared up when she read it. I gave the third note today to a waitress. She was not smiling all throughout her service. I grabbed a piece of tissue paper and quickly wrote this: Smile! :) Simple. But I hope it makes her day a little brighter.

Little things. Little acts. I find that they make a wave in life even if they are small. 

I’ll be doing this a little more often. Who knows? Maybe one day, I’ll give one to you. Or maybe one day, I’ll be receiving a note especially for me,too. :)

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